Disconnect

So, life is getting busy, I write this when I should be definitely be working on other things, but I need to get shit out, so here we are.

Kipps rehearsals are about to go into full swing, I've got one tomorrow straight after a singing lesson, I'll definitely be late, but what can you do, at least I don't have a huge part in the song I'll be late for. Starting next week we're into regular rehearsals, 3 times a week, I'm looking foward to it, but also somewhat dreading it, I'm finding I barely have enough time at the moment, not sure what will happen when I get even less. I'm hoping that I'll be able to move my singing lessons to another day, as currently they're normally on Tuesdays, which is a rehearsal day, I'll have about an hour between them, and it takes pretty much an hour to get from one to the other, the stress of this isn't great, but I'm coping so far.

In other news, I've finally met with my new tutor, and... he wants me to finish my course by the end of this month, not only that, he wants my portfolio complete by next Wednesday, which is... a lot. I'm starting to feel like I'm drowning, with no time to do anything despite needing to do so much. So in a month, I'll either be done and on a permenant contract, or done and unemployed, hopefully the former even if I do have mixed feelings about that.

I'll get through it, I don't have any other choice, I have to, but life is not... easy right now. It doesn't help that I've been quite isolated recently, feels like it's been forever since I've seen anyone, even if in reality it's only been a week. I'm seeing some people at rehearsal tomorrow, so that will hopefully help, and will hopefully be meeting up with a friend on Monday, if something doesn't come up for him, as is so often the case.

Song of the moment is Dissconnect by Becky Hill and Chase & Status, very much feeling stuck in a loop right now and desperately want to break out of it, hopefully I'll be able to change up my frequency and... you know,

Bye for now,

Love, Adam XxX